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Pulau Stiletto, sarawak, Malaysia
hanya seorang gadis buta bermata galak, gadis tempang berkaki dua, gadis hodoh berwajah ayu. aku tahu siapa aku..tapi siapa kamu? bukan omongan kosong tapi sekadar pertanyaan retorik seorang pemikir radikal yang memakai stiletto. bukan kamu..tapi aku.

Friday, September 11, 2009

WTF!!!

yesterday was the second day my friend's vacation in the hospital!! and frankly speaking i dropped my tears again when i see her..

then deeply inside my heart..i cursed all human who involved in making her to be in that hell condition..

definition of hell condition : -

1. an activity done by the doctor to throw away apendics (like the doctor said la..) but actually its not..(WTF!) they said its all about stomach pain..

2. a delayed action to identify the disease..like getting some tissue from stomach..then send it to the lab and it takes 3 days to be done..

3. a condition of patient using a tube to replace loo function..huaaaaaaaa...i cant stand it anymoreeeeeeeeee...
honey...i miss u to be by my side...pliz get well as soon as possible..u owed me a visit this raya..
PRAY for her health...AMIN..
in that moment i really hope i can be like HOUSE to cure her..

Thursday, September 10, 2009

i love u my friend..


today was a very bad day for me..just imagine u r in my shoe... ur bestttt fren got sick and u didnt even knew about it..hmm..i felt very sad falling into this situation..but i still do love her until my last breath.

once i went to the hospital last nite my tears automatically jump out from my eyes bank..hmm..what a hell..i didnt want to cry actually..but like what ive said..i love her so much..i love all my friends..
today is her operation day..so i pray for everything flow like what everybody wished for...

Friday, July 24, 2009

i am thinking about that...not that..but death..

i just a lil bit confused why do people always talk about death recently..

u all make me scared o..

i don't know why but i think death is something unique..

a transformation of living thing to be entitled as a dead body or unliving thing.



for me the most cruel thing to be done by human is abortion.i never imagined what the hell is in their heart who have done this..so..for couple2 one..dont do something which cannot be done la k..if cannot stand with it..just get married and do it as much as u can do..UNDERSTAND...

this one also our major problem in this earth..why haaa? wasting money la..my father indeed..also cannot stop smoking..every single cigarette sacrificed 5 minutes of our life la wei..LU FIKIRLAH SENDIRI..


wahh..so terrer la this mat rempit...what if THIS GUY got into trouble? TROUBLE mean ACCIDENT..ive seen mat rempit accident in front of my own eyes..very terrible..no more one body but already two part of body..head at the other side..and another part still stick at the motorcycle..want it to be u ka? go la merempit..VROOOOMMM...PARKKKKKKK....

commit suicide? why? cannot stand with what happen in this world? STUPID MORON!!! deal with it la..problem come because we make a problem..so deal with the problem so it will go away..dont make too many debt la..hutang sana hutang sini..gossip sana gossip sini..last2 the one who fall into tensioness in U not ME! sendiri mau ingatla..

accident? hmm..dont drive too fast...but actually...in fact..people who involved in a fatal accident cause by drugs, drowsiness, sleepy, and DRUNK!!! so if u want to go to place where can drink that shit satan water..just dont have a car la..because if u have a car ur percentage to die is 50% o..and then ur percentage to check in HELL JAHANAM is 102%..(if drunk la..)if not i dont know the percentage.. dont damaged ur own body..SAYANGILAH DIRI ANDA

PUT ur own hand above the candle or pelita or stove..just feel it for a few seconds...what did u feel? DAMN SHIT...its hurt too much right? thats why la..dont do too much sin on this world.. later own u will get MARK for it.. so start from now on included me myself..DONT MAKE SIN TOO MUCH...(we will make sin also la even we determined like MAHATMA GANDHI because we are not TUHAN).. INSYA'ALLAH..AMIN..

Thursday, July 23, 2009

FAMOUS NAME vs real name...


This trivia is about something u might dont know in this world..

so..as the most kind hearted person in this entire world..let me share with u about them..hehe..

these are the real name of artists in this world...popular one la..

Reginald Kenneth Dwight - Elton John



Marshall Mathers III - EMINEM




Marion Michael Morrison - John Wayne


Norma Jean Mortenson - Marilyn Monroe



Natalie Hershlag - Natalie Portman



Thomas Cruise Mapother - Tom Cruise



Cassius Marcellus Clay Jr. - Muhammad Ali

Maria Nuez - Mariah Carey




Brian Warner - Marilyn Manson



Alecia Moore - Pink






Eileen Regina Edwards - Shania Twain



Anna Mae Bullock - Tina Turner

Curtis Jackson - 50 cent

KHAIRUNNISA BINTI SAMSUDDIN - YUNA NISA...haha..

did u noticed???


this trivia is just an emergence of my idea out of sudden..and i dont know why this happen to me..

did u noticed...when u see something u will automatically critisize?

i just noticed it by myself..oh gosh..am i too perfect to critisized others? hmm..let me think it first..

i start thinking..

i still thinking..

wait la..i still in my thinking zone now..

hmm..ya lol..now i already thought about it..

first..why?

just think it by yourself..if u have a colleague who always anoyying ur day..wearing a pink outfit..EYEWWWW! then walk like a makcik at tepi jalan..and then her mouth always talking like a radio..shit..then the most unbelieveable thing is...she still admit that she is single even she already had 7 scandal wo..what a hell..

second..why?

now let help me think about this..one day ur colleague want to do some work for ur class la..then he acted like he knew everything..but till the day come..he done nothinggggggg....one more shit given to this guy..omg..i never imagined if this guy is in front of me right now..i think he will be my dinner tonight..

third...why..

wait..wait..dont go first..help me la.. just imagined u are in a group BEST FRIEND of 4..then suddenly..u dont know what happen between all of you. Now u r 2 different part of world..and then they acted like there is a big gap between us so we cannot walk together as usual..once again i felt sad..hmm..

forth..why..

no more la..enough for today..just want u to think something la..did u noticed what occured around you everyday..sometime it happen out of sudden..so...now my rensponsibility is to find the cure for it..pray for me..INSYA'ALLAH...amin..haiya..WHY AM I SO SERIOUS ha???

Sunday, July 12, 2009

AKU TANYAK KO JAWAB...


actually entri tok just for fun..and kitak org boleh jawab apa2 jak yang kitak org maok tp mesti bermula dengan ayat.... "Mun akulah nak...."
BM translation : actually entri ni just for fun. and u all boleh jawab apa2 yang u all nak but u all mesti mulakan jawapan dgn "kalau akulah kan..."


aku tanyak...
BM translation : aku tanya...

mun kitakorang nemu duit RM100 hari tok.waktu ya kitakorg tgh jalan2 dengan geng2 lain..yang paling sik best waktu ya geng2 nangga gik kau ambik duit ya...apa ko akan polah?
~ kalau u all jumpa duit RM100 hari ni..waktu tu korang tgh jalan2 dgn member2 lain. and yang paling best bila member2 korang tgk waktu korang jumpa duit tu. apa yang korang akan buat?

aku kedirik jawab...(aku sendiri jawab)

mun aku lah nak..aku belanja jak duit ya suka ati sbb duit ya temu jak bah..dalam otak ku dah terbayang kain baju raya ditangga ku ria rah fah india street..pasal geng2 ya bialah sidak madah ku jaik..lalek apa ku..dah aku yang nemu dolok..aku lah empun..chehhh...
~ kalau aku lah kan..aku akan spend duit tu suka ati aku sbb kan duit tu duit jumpa.dalam otak aku dah terbayang kain baju raya yang aku tgk kat india street hari tu..pasal member2 tu aku pedulik hape meka nak cop aku ni jahat. dah aku yang jumpa dulu..aku lah yang empunya duit..chehh..
tapi yang selalu kita polah...(yang kita selalu buat)

kita akan padah dgn dak lain ya kita nemu duit..dah ya alu la geng2 ya padah..jum eh..makan rah kentaki mok..ada bajet doe..alu la kitak orang makan dinner plate jak.maklumla badan rami.baru RM9 lebih...haha..bodo nak o?? dalam hati maok jak nak makan sorang duit ya..mena sik???
~kita akan inform suma member2 yang lain yang kita ujumpa duit tu. n then member2 tu pun bagitau la.."JUM LA..MAKAN KAT KFC NAK. ADA BAJET NI." then korang makan la dinner plate sorang satu. kan ramai. satu set baru je rm9..haha..kan ke naya. dalam hati mmg nak makan duit tu sorang kan..betol tak?


aku tanyak...

mun ada orang yang kau suka lalu depan kau n senyum rah kau..dah ya tiba2 jak nya terusuk tanpa sengaja..apa ko akan polah...
~kalau ada orang yang korang suka lalu depan korang n senyum kat korang..then tiba2 je dia jatoh terjelupok tanpa disengajakan..apa yang korang akan buat?

aku kedirik jawab...

mun aku lah nak...first of all aku akan tetak mena2..bukan selalu nemu orang terusuk gya.then aku akan grab peluang mok mendekatkan dirik dengannya ya tek..aku akan tolong nya..even cpr sekalipun..huhu..who knows..terusukan ya boleh membawa makna cinta...phewittt...
~kalau aku lah kan..first of all aku akan ketawa betol2. bukan selalu jumpa org jatuh depan mata..then aku akan grab peluang untuk mendekati si dia tu. aku akan tolong dia..even CPR sekalipun..who knows..kejatohan si dia membawa makna cinta..phewitt..

tapi yang selalu kita polah...
kita akan molah2 sik nangga..dah ya alu la orang yang kita suka ya ingat kita sik nangga alu jalan cepat2 takut malu. tp dalam perut dah hampir nak melampus isik perut nahan tetak..mena sik?? hahahah..waktu ya nang sekda dulik cinta gik eh...
~kita akan buat2 tak tgk. then si dia pun ingt kita tak nampak and terus jalan cepat2 takut kemaluan..tp dalam perut dah berhambur ketawa..betol tak? waktu ni cinta entah kemana entah..huhu

aku tanyak...

mun cikgu marah dengan kita n mendropkan kita pun waterface sbb benda2 bodo la kira nya tek...contoh..sekpat jawab 8 x 7... then lepas nya nganok ya tek nya boleh gik ilek2 kelaka dengan kita macam sekda apa2 yang berlaku..huhu..apa kitakorg akan polah???
~kalau cikgu marah dgn kita n mendropkan kite nye waterface sbb benda2 bodoh macam 8x7...lepas dia marah tu..dia boleh lagi pretend macam takde pa2 yang berlaku n cakap cam biasa.apa yang korang akan buat?

aku kedirik jawab...

mun aku lah nak...aku akan molah muka merajuk then purak2 macam sik berminat dengan nya pun lesson ya gik..sapa suroh nya gambong gilak mok marah ku...chehhh...dah ya mun nya suroh ku jawab pa2 pun aku akan diam jak..(protes la kononnya)...
~kalau akulah kan..aku akan buat muka merajuk then pura2 macam tak berminat langsung dengan apa yang dia ajar. siapa suroh marah2 kan..then..kalau dia suroh jawab pa2 diam je terus..(protes la kononnya..)


tapi yang selalu kita polah...

bukan main gik dah kenak anok tek..tp bila cikgu ya tanya balit alu ilek2 jak jawab. optimis la kononnya tek..tp dalam bayangan kitakorang ya macam lah sik tauk dah ada dah pisok tercacak kat perut nya ditikam kitak orang.mena sik???
~bukan main lagi kena marah tadi..but bila cikgu tu tanya kita akan pretend macam takde apa2 yang berlaku..optimis la kononnya. tp dalam bayangan korang macam lah tak tahu..siap ada pisau tercacak kat perut cikgu tu kena tikam sbb marahkan kita..betol tak?

aku tanyak...

mun la ko nangga org yang ko minat depan mata tgh main2 dengan ompuan lain..dah la ompuan ya nang ko pun anti list...then ompuan ya tauk ko minat dengan laki ya and paling memalangkan keadaan nya polah gik aksi2 kurang menyenangkan untuk menjeleskan la kononnya..apa ko akan polah?

~kalaulah korang tgk org yang korang minat depan mata tgh main2 dgn pompuan lain..dah la pompuan tu korang punya anti list..then pompuan tu pulak tau korang minat kat laki tu..and yang paling memalangkan keadaan adalah pompuan tu siap buat2 aksi kurang menyenangkan mata untuk menjeleskan korang..apa korang akan buat?


aku kedirik jawab...
mun aku lah nak..aku akan ambik pensel kayu kakya raut tajam2..lepas ya mun ada kesempatan pompuan ya jalan sorang2 terus jak cucok tulang belikatnya..sak nya rasa...pantang ku ada org mintak puji gya..uishyyy...
~kalau akulah kan..aku akan ambik pensel kayu then sharpen kan tajam2..lepas tu bila ada kesempatan pompuan tu jalan sorang2 terus je cucok tulang belikat sia guna pensel tadi. bia dia rasa.pantang la kalau ada org buat perangai macam tu.uisyyhhh...

tapi yang kita selalu polah...

kita akan try senyum and molah muka tanpa ada sekelumit perubahan pun..sbb apa? sbb mok nyuroh pompuan ya lejuk molah gya. dalam fikiran kitak org mesti pompuan ya rasa tuyuk bila kita sik layan..masalah nya ya ompuan tegar. tp demi mok dipadah kitakorang tek ilek jak even pompuan ya polah gya, alu la molah2 senyum..dah ya mata mala jak jelin2 dak ya..mena sik???
so..apa yang ku padah tok kitakoorg fikir-fikirkan lah..jangan terlalu mendam perasaan..kitak org kedirik sakit tauk sik..so..cari cara mok releasekan ketensionan or kebengangan kitak org dengan cara yang betol..!!!ingt ya..
~kita akan try senyum and buat2 muka yang tiada sekelumit perubahan pun. sbb apa? sbb nak bagi pompuan tu rasa fed up wat camtu tapi kita tak layan pun. dalam fikiran kita mesti pompuan tu rasa macam tak kena layan pun..tp masalah makin meruncing apabila pompuan tu adalah type pompuan tegar..tp demi menunjukkan keoptimisan korang..korang akan buat2 senyum but mata sentiasa jeling2 kat mekadua tu. betol tak?
so kesimpulannya..janganlah terlalu memendam perasaan.kita sendiri yang sakit..so..cari cara releasekan tension dengan cara yang betol..ingat tu!!!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

AYOOB STUDIO ANDA
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this is a trivia bout this new singer name ayoob studio anda (this is the name that i get la...)

actualy his song is just a perfect aura for this recent time for listener of our music industry...
i heard his song when i just clicking on a new member in my tagged named tunaikan satu jawapan...

and i really hope he is doing well in his new career as a singer..good luck to him.. want to hear his nice tremendous astronomical song???

go to url above...or find in youtube a song entitled tunaikan satu jawapan!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

eyeeeewwwwwww!!!!


tadik i g hospital sbb demam n flu.. ambik murah lah tek konon..sik payah baya...dah daftar apa indah n tunggu kat luar check room ya alu la nama i tek ditunggah..masuk lah tek nembak palak penin and mata berair-air rasa (sbb panas gilak kot).. dah la k baju kuliah pegi sia tek..nang smart habis eh..nasib ada geng 2 org yang sanggup neman pegi.. salute ku dgn kitak duak geng.. bermula kesah bila masok lam bilit ya tek..aa ka patut check kedak prg interview keja secretary jak..sik sampey 45 saat pun dah hbs dah nya tulis nama ubat k ambik kat kaunter fARmasi kat luar.. bayangkan..nya sekda langsung pegang mok check suhu ka..check blood pressure ka..check degupan jantong ka..fooohhh..manas i tek pok.. i tanyak la.."dah kah?" nya pun anggok la.. then i padah gik.."sekejap o kitakorg check.."dah ya i lu kua dari bilit ya..nang kimak habis tingkah laku camya..aku nang anti org sik polah keja betol2 tok...dah la i yang sengsara malam2 sekpat tido apa suma..uishhhyyy...









aku tunjuk benda tok untuk servis sidak k..bukan sidak keja ya..anyway..tq lah sbb tolong check untuk 45 saat and berik ubat 3 igek ya..tq manyak2..

Sunday, June 21, 2009

my eyes still open...

I LOVE TO SHARE ONE OF MY BIGGEST PROBLEM IN THIS LIFE..
WELL...PICTURE ABOVE SHOW US THE POSITION WHICH IS NOT GOOD FOR OUR BODY WHILE SLEEPING..BUT..RATIONALLY...NOBODY KNOW HOW THEY SLEEP AT NITE RITE?
BUT..MY POINT HERE IS NOT ABOUT POSITION IN SLEEP..FOR ME THE POSITION AIN'T TOO IMPORTANT AS LONG AS U CAN ENJOY UR REST PEACEFULLY..
NOW IS 6.02AM 22ND JUNE 2009 AND I DIDNT SLEEP EVEN A SINGLE MINUTE SINCE YESTERDAY..!!!! HOW I WANT TO AVOID THIS THING???????? I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO.. .ANYBODY WHO HAVE ANY OTHER TIPS TO MAKE SLEEP EASILY PLIZ SHARE IT..HUHU..(NATURALLY HA..NO DRUGS!!!)

outfit for shufflerz...






























Actually..all this i got from my bro pendrive..
i think he is really addicted into this stuff..
but i can see the creativity in all these outfit design..dont you think so?

SKATER is flyin' in the AIR!!!

WAT THE HELL IS GOING ON???
hehe
i also don know wat happen here..
neither on land nor in the air..
but look like he is really into his world..
and i hope they will land on land without any crack on their feet..
and if that occured, the only word will burst from his mouth is OH! SHIT!...haha...deserved it la..

P/S : my bro is really crazy into this..i dont know wat will happen if my mom see this picture..
haha..

NO 1


my bro got it!!!!!!!!!!

a boy in green shirt in that picture is my bro.. their team won a shuffle comp in sibu laz nite (20th june 2009)..what a great performance from them that day.named as mix generation i think my bro had made my parents proud of him even he only got 50 marks for his BM paper..huhu (wat a shame!)
anyway...i still wait for his video in YOUtube as soon as possible..cant wait to donlod..hehe..

CONGRATEZ MIX GENERATION!!

and this 27th JUNE 2009 their team will participate in another shuffle comp at Sarikei!! Gangbatesekudasai!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

holiday!!! is it nice or nope?



actually..this post is just an expression of ma' feeling with my recent days passed by.. and now come to the holiday part!!!


do i have to shout out happily and inform everybody that i will spend my holiday at home or just keep it silent so holiday will be in peace?
hmm..


i dont have answer for that..so don ask me why, what, who, or what ever u want to ask..

ever u think about something we call nostalgia?
i dont know why but i've coinsidence put myself into a tragic nostalgia..tragic? i think dat word didnt suitable to describe ma' feeling once i see that face.. i've burnt inside but at the same time i also miss that face. oh gosh..why i need to see that face this day..how mean!


but now i know i have to face all this without any compromise...sometimes we need to do something dat we dont hate the most!
anyway..i hope i will not meet that face once i'm going back to my hometown...
GO AWAY FROM MA" LIFE!!!

pliz...
and one more is about ma' tremendous nostalgia...ma fren!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i damnly miss u guys!!!!!!!


hope i can meet u this holiday...and i will make sure i'll make it..don worry..
moment with all of u is just a piece of astronomical experience in ma' life..
muahhhh....



Thursday, May 21, 2009

moment with kid...


JOE


JHOWIE

GIDEON N REX

S.K.LAKSAMANA...
STAMPIN ROAD...
what a nice place to be experienced by us as a future guider for all of them..
even though it was a scared moment for first time being here, but then i thank to HIM that i have a perfect body and mind indeed..
i dont know what they feel but for sure they must be very happy coz i can see shining smile from their face..

unfortunately....got my crazy lecturemate who are infected by their sight and show it thru their act..haiya...

ALLEN


hmm..anyway...this is the reality of my life..
no more dreaming...come on annisa...

PEACE!!!

this is YOUR DESTINY!!!