when B meet with O meet with R then knock into E!!

Hmmm...wat a boring day i hed now.. lead a life without doing nothing is such a boring thing i,ve done in this world. watching TV...watching TV..watching TV... BORINGGGGGGGGG... and my bro will go to UTM in the middle of next month..hmm..i'm going to miss him and my youngest bro will live alone with my parents.. how sad..huhu... boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg..............

flowing chronology in KL...

hola..i flt very happy flwing my precious time at KL..wat a nice day i hed there.. felt like something glittering and shining boost up in my heart.. huhu.. when i can get that moment again... meeting new friends from others country shows how i really appreciate people surrounding me.. meeting lot of minister who lead many state in Malaysia also put myself in world which is ful of leadership... and the mostimportant moment in my life is when i met many artist once i watched the showcase..ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...not showcase but the theater musical of impak maksima..........wooowwwwwwwwwwwwwww thats is the only thing dat i can ex[ress through words..and meet my favouriteeeeeeeeeee artists..ZULHUZAIMY.. made me like want to fainted...uwaaaaaaaaaa... i like him so much....

will i be like that...huhuhu
i keep on imagining one day i will stand in front of others without fears and abundance of confidence in myself. i want to involve myself in politic field..will i achieve it or it just some kind of daydreaming in the chronology of my life. thats connect me one song by amylea. Cinderella. just feeling crazy with that song.. hatiku..inginku..anganku..mimpiku.. yeah..when we just thinking without any work on it..it will be a 'mimpi' untuil the end of our last breath.. so.. just one thing need to be emphasis here. work on it..and i will be.. foooohhh... keep me away from any obligations from what i'm saying. amin..

debutante...

Aku mahu jadi debutante
Aku mahu orang hormati aku
Aku mahu orang tahu siapa aku dalam dunia mereka
Aku mahu orang angkat pandangan mereka bila pandang aku
Tetapi orang kata debutante ini sombong
Orang kata debutante selalu pandang rendah orang lain
Orang kata debutante ambil enteng pendapat orang lain
Tidak…
Debutante tidak begitu
Debutante tinggi status sosialnya dari orang lain
Debutante bila berpakaian mereka bergaya
Debutante bila berjalan mereka berjaga
Debutante bila bercakap mereka beretika
Debutante bila ketawa mereka ada batasannya
Debutante bila makan mereka ada adabnya
Inilah debutante
Orang tidak tahu
Bila orang lihat debutante
Mereka sinis, mereka tidak idealis, mereka tidak kritis,
Mungkin perspektif mereka dari obliknya sahaja, sedangkan aku lihat dari seluruh pelan nyata,
Aku mahu beretika, aku mahu berjaga, aku mahu adabnya, aku mahu batasannya, bukan egonya, bukan lagaknya dan bukan seluruh dunia mereka.
Sedarlah orang, jangan leka dengan dunia biadapmu, jangan leka dengan dunia rakusmu dan jangan leka dengan dunia semberenomu,
Ikut jejak aku, aku ikut debutante,
Dan jaminanku kamu tidak akan rugi waima sekelumit hampas padi
Jika jaminanku ini tidak terbukti, penjaralah aku dalam lokap dendam di hati kamu.
Kerana akulah yang khabarkan pada kamu supaya ikut jejak aku jadi debutante.

i've found the light.. at last

i keep on finding something which is i thought i will never found it in life...

now i know Allah is very fair, the almighty. i never expected i will find love at this moment.

what a precious time i've ever had. with him i felt that the world is mine, or in simple words the world is created for us. thanks for emerging in my life dear. i will expose who is he in the next post. i'll try to tighten the chemistry between us. Insya'allah. May Allah bless us. Amin.