its a story book but im so sorry it is a no-words story book...

no more hiding...

sometimes we have to show what talent we have to others so that others will know more about us..dont put urself in those shell..nobody can see us..now..its time to get exposed..
it starts with one...

tinggal kenangan : only half la.. : )

its gold and its priceless...

its a while after my last post in this page. what a busy day ive faced recently. drama competition, orchestra, singing, assignment, acting for adlips performance, futsal...all of these hardcore things did make me forgetting about what is RELAXING...

About the main topic which is gold...i think i might be the only one to know what is gold means in my only point of view. That gold means a lot to me even it had been stored by someone else tightly in a locked showcase cabinet. But here i want to share about our gold moment in this life. I've just want to share with anybody who have their seconds to view my blog about my condition right now..I've went to clinic last few days because of extremely harsh headache. Its really worried me up cause ive been in this type of situation in 2007 and guess what? it ended with 4 days and 3 nights at the hospital. The doctor asked me to go to the hospital for further check-up because my mom's history in cancer is the main point why i must be careful and ready for any 'gold-less' news.

Sometimes, when we shared, its kind of words spread from stupid mouth said that its about getting sympathy from others. Believe me..I just want u who read this post pray for my colourful and cheerful health so that i will be able to smile happily and free from this 'gold-less' condition.

I'm happy and sometime i try to hide all my sadness in all my crazy laugh. But..who knows what is deeply at the bottom of my heart. For all people who made my day before..I love u all so much..U r gold to me.. But for the real GOLD...I love u more.

DON'T LET THEM DIE BEFORE TIME.

taare zameen par... i just watch that movie just now. hindustani movie.. if i am a judges of movie industry..i give them infinity stars for making up this movie..brilliant..

sometimes, parents did put too much hopes on their children. it is good for positive perspective but in others point of view don't you think it is a burden to achieve what their parents want while they are crying deeply inside their heart suffering in all those hopes?
as well as parents, teachers also need to put themselves into their students shoes or socks either. well...success is not only about getting all A's in the paper, highest marks for Additional math, or even winning the Debate competition. its all about life. how u live a life. how u flow a life without too much pain. how u confront with all obstacle in this cruel life. This is What We Call Success..

Watch this movie..u know what! even my male friends also cried while we were watching this movie in our lecture for Dyslexia Education last few months. Find it. its worth your moment for a while. hoping our Malaysians Director will produce this type of movie in the future. if they want someone to write a script..i volunteer!!!Ishaan : the main character in this movie..what a talented kid.

behind all golds...there is piece of pain.

its all about winning..people will smiling..cheering..giving an applause... but did people see what is hiding behind the scene of victory??? yeah..it does hurt those eyes who is watching the incident..then..the worst part to think is..what did they feel when all spectators were staring at their 'unwanted moment' while they are struggling for victory...yeah!!! its time to think thou!







i know who is watching this must be trauma even for a second to involve into any game...but trust me..it is just a game..and those who is in those picture are still alive i think..

its so small but its actually worth a life.

first seeing this make me drilling myself up to predict what it is...believe me..it is a BABY! just leave that tiny little thing to rent a house in his mom womb for months more, maybe he or she is a world leader in the future.

a friend of mine did do one abortion last year..guess what.. until now she still having a nightmare of hers. for teenages out there..please dont do something stupid..it will haunted u for a lifetime.. maybe u guys feel weird why i always posted about this cases.. it is a warning for me myself for not doing something that can ruined my soul as well as my life.

I WARN U! JUST SCROLL DOWN QUICKLY IF U R WEAK!!!

RESOURCE FROM : http://www.sarawakeyecare.com/caseoftheweek/case26a.htm

Case 26a

by Dr. Mahadhir Alhady & Professor Chua

A previously well 9-year-old boy from a border town with Kalimantan, Indonesia, some 100 Km from our hospital, complained of a two-week history of bloody discharge in his right ear. The local doctor noted ulceration of the right ear canal and the presence of live maggots. He was referred to our otolaryngologist who removed 45 maggots from the right middle ear cavity under general anaesthesia.
While recovering at the hospital, the patient’s right eye was noted to be red. He was referred to our eye department. Apart from a right red eye, his vision was normal. Slit-lamp examination showed a breach in the the superonasal bulbar conjunctiva (Figure 1) and a live maggot could be seen lying deep in the wound.

Attempt to remove the worm was unsuccessful as the patient was unable to cooperate. Under general anaesthesia, the conjunctival wound was extended to expose the maggot (Figure 2 and 3) which was removed whole with a pair of forceps. The worm measured 12mm (Figure 4). Based on the shape, mouth and tail part of the maggot, it was identified as the larva of Chrysomya bezziana (screwworm fly).